Life sux here in MEDIOCRACY

I guess I am happiest most when I'm complaining, at least then I have a definite emotion instead of this whole hanging in the balance shit. Man all the fucking members of The Used are hot as hell! especially Mark, man I'd fucking pay to follow him around all day, his ass chin is sexy as fuck. LOL. Well I didn't see, HIM today, I fucking love his piercings, but Im a lil sad about that but I did see that other guy, and man is he fucking sexy, people don't think I like the type of guys that I do cuz so many jackholes think they fucking know me. IM NOT SWEET PEOPLE, IM THAT QUIET GIRL ON THE SIDELINES OF EVERY SCHOOL EVENT WHO LEADS A DUAL LIFE. If people really knew me though they'd start calling me a slut again and I don't feel like going through that again at ANOTHER school. I hate it when people underestimate my lookes, girls get so mad at me when their fucking boyfriends look at me, its not my fault that I have a drawing, smoldering look. GET A LIFE AND STOP HATING ME. Man I think my chances of going to an IVY LEAGUE College, man I'm in the middle, state school is not for me I'm too smart and I know it, but IVY LEAGUE is just out of reach, life sux here in mediocracy.