While shit tumbles all around me...

I still feel like the fucking rockstar that I am! OMG yesterday I felt so awesome and for no reason whatsoever, lol its funny, somedays the experience of being female is totally indescribable, pure fucking joy. I think that maybe its my way of coping sometimes, I mean at this stupid ass school I have no friends like I did @ my old school, I LOVE YOU GUYS *especially my Nillacarebear Baby, I mean I love all of you but I miss my snuggles the most* I mean they're the whole reason why I write a blog, well them and the desperate need to vent. Maybe it was the fact that I got to say exactly what I wanted to Veagan Boy,or maybe I might quite possibly be becoming myself again; YES I am a total tease, YES I am a virgin, Yeah I might be a little weary of crossing that threshold, its a HUGE fucking step, OR, the most popular choice is, I'm a freak temporarily on a leash... which I think just MIGHT be the closest to the truth. lol I don't know, all I know is that people at this school don't get to see just how fucking awesome I am, shit I kick major ass, I'm like a rockstar or something, lol ask Franky or my Mili_baby. *-9th hr.- cabbage patch...uuh, uuh, uuh...running man...heeeey - I am extraodinary, if you only get to know me, I am extraordinary, if you only get to know me. Average everyday sane psyco, super goddess.* About the only two people I know who are almost as uniquely indivisual as me is my AngelChica and Franky. AngelChica is a little more "special" than Franky tho', but she's loveable (Ang). ; P