Even though I have a stack of homework behind me and a nosy mother circling around here somewhere, I have stolen maybe seven minutes to write a blog... I love being busy, strangely, but I cannot wait until I move. PLEASE DON'T KILL ME if you know me and have to deal with me on a day to day basis, and are SICK AND TIRED of me repeating those words but I just can't help it. At first it was like an excited thing but now I just need to escape, escape my house, escape my mom, everything. Although I know it will be hard and fun, wrong choice of words... but NE wayz, this is about more than it appears to be and I can't wait to have a place of my own. Just like my roommate, I know she feels kinda lost cuz she lives from house to house depending on how long she can deal with the crap of whoever lives there. Both of us are looking to each other to like create this stable and inviting environment for one another, not like party central or anything, but a place where we can actually enjoy because we will be paying the bills. Parents say things like this isn't your home this is my home and you have to do what I say, but when you actually feel like it isn't your home and that you're not welcome they get all confused as to where you got that from, Life. But all in all, I mean aside from being less than two months away from absolute responsibility, I feel so great, I like my classes, I feel like I am learning and I am running for class president so that's kwel. I decided not to do that whole exclusive boyfriend thing anymore, Cory taught me such an awesome lesson. He and I have been dating for five years now and we still haven't missed anything out of life. He got to experience college, conquer as many girls as he has wanted to, even dated one and I got to date other guys as well. I don't know if it is because he is so fucking awesome or if this is like the best way to conduct a young relationship but every one is happy for the most part. I mean if I said that I wasn't jealous when he actually met someone he wanted to put me on hold for I would be lying, but we came out of it and still just as close as ever... I think if I weren't so determined to get everything I wanted out of life I would marry him, but he would never allow me to settle, and that's something I love about him.