You think you know people

I just want to say, I hate men, especially the one who I considered to be my bestfriend. I was pretty ok today until I checked my email and then I saw the fucking lines of shit that he left me. I can't stand guys, and I can't stand him! I have so many other things going on in my life currently without having to deal with his childish ass. I've noticed that, everyone I know now that is even a month younger than I am has become a child. LOL I actually think it's quite funny, but with him the phrase fits. Oh, there's shit that I can't even put on my blog, so now I need to tell someone and guess who isn't there! You know what I think I should cut him out of my life, I was thinking about cutting men all together out of my life but then I though that it should be some guy worth while that comes along and breaks my heart that makes me go lesbo. LOL this ass doesn't even have his shit together, and that is totally evolved from what I was saying right after it happened but that's only after continuous repeats of Alanis and a whole shit load of chocolate! lol there's this guy who works @ pick'n'save that I like. Lol and even though that was a funny ass sentence, and I could be sooo shallow about where he works, I'm just thinkin, hey, he's over eighteen, ALTERNATIVE!!! (such a little freakish hottie), and making money. LOL give em a guitar and a motorcycle and he'd be soooo perfect! So yeah even though I'm still in love with the same asshole, and he's still playing games, I'm moving on once more to another guy and I'm gonna treat him like shit... the way I'm being treated, I know it's wrong but hey shit rolls down hill and plus that's what I've been doing this entire time and I haven't found a real flaw in my system yet!