Friday, February 18, 2005

WEIRD ASS DAYZ

WOW today was such a weird ass day, I FOUND MY HANDCUFFS!!! YAY IM sooo glad that I found them but I feel bad for accusing this girl of taking them, OMG im just relieved that I didn't like confront her or anything. WOW oh and speaking of handcuffs I tried to put them on HIM and he fucking flipped he started like hitting me an shit saying that I would never get him into my handcuffs, like I told him "All in good time" lol but I don't really know, especially how rude his ass was to me in class, but then again I was agravtin 'em. Jackhole. Oh yeah and if you read my blog you probably saw where "my friend" (maybe after we talk we still will be) went all fucking postal on my ass! it was funny though. BUT HEY GREAT TO KNOW WHERE YOU STAND!!! Oh and just to dispel any doubts that you might have, umm yeah I did like you...LAST YEAR. The feelings I had for you had matured into a sort of admiration of your concited ass. Yeah you are an ass, but in the best ways guy. AND to clear the record, ONE, I have never had sex with my ex-girlfriend so I can't truely be considered BI. ( I just call myself that because Im confused) TWO, good going with the whole rejection thing, I go from like only being rejected three times to being rejected twice in one fucking day, way to go! Oh and about calling HIM a jackhole and wanting to go to prom with him all in the same breath, I can do that, I am a fucking female a pubesant one at that, its my right. Hey Im not mad so I hope we're KWEL.

Thursday, February 17, 2005

DONT TRUST THAT WHORE CALLED LIFE!!!

There is a list of things that are fucking horrible in my life. First of all this bitch stole my fucking handcuffs and then said they were hers when she doesn't even have the fucking keys for them, slut. LOL but Im not all that worried about that. My "friend" is now like going out with HIM and he is paying me no fucking attention, why settle for 40D when you can have a fucking set of DD's pressed in your face huh? My life is boring, Im doing no fucking work and I need desperately for something to give me back my momentum. I mean getting good grades is great and all but this time its just not good enough. People are ignoring me again unless it comes to stealing my shit, then they fucking know me, one of the lying ass bitches in my class stole my CD player and a fucking CD that I just had to buy for the THIRD time. Im going to try one more time to get his attention, Im going to ask HIM to prom and if he says no then Im going to fucking write his idiotic ass off. The only thing I hate is that he fucking knows the name of my blog, hope he doesn't remember it. Well if he does and reads this after rejecting me then fuck you! You don't like me then you can go to hell, this doesn't happen to me, well not often, it happened twice before and I was obsessed with the guys for at least a year afterwards. As much as I hate to admit this shit, I am actually still in love with my ex girlfriend and I am trying to get over her ass, fucking slut. Anyway life sux my friends are bitches and I miss my true friends from my old school who whould have hugged me and helped me out if my CD player had of been stolen, here they could give a damn, hell here even your friends are not exempt from your accustations because they are all theives around here. What I love the most about this school and the lot of accquaintances that I am surronded by is the blatent and outright deception.