Cobwebbs in my ASS!!!

Man you'll never believe how many variations of my sn I had to put in before I actually figured out my account and logged in!!!! lol OMG! The last time I wrote in this journal, shit, well its been a long time. I was dealing with bullshit with "Mili_baby". Yes, my beloved, angelic "Mili_baby" the bastard whose name I was gonna have tattooed to my body. That's slow as hell. Wow, it's kinda funny going back reading all my old ass blogs and seeing how I stressed out about everyting. Well academically I went down the fucking crapper!! lol I went from 3.8's and 3.4's to needing to graduate with at least a 3.0!! This is sad shit here people!! ME!! I can barely believe it myself, I remember all the rigorous, challenging shit I had set out for myself this year and the honor cords I wanted to graduate with, now I think I'm only getting one. Wow that's been my life this past year. I finally did move out, I loved it, I fucked up though and my parental ended up luring me back into moving "home". Yeah home, like I feel comfortable there!! My roommate is now my girlfriend, my ex-girlfriend and I are now friends and for the time being I put playing around on hold. I got a guy that I actually like. lol its at times like these that I'm glad none of my friends read this damn thing!! lol cuz I don't date, and even though I like cheezy couple stuff I don't do cheezy couple stuff. He makes me wanna, I don't know I feel like, happy when I'm with him and I think about him a lot. I seriously can't even go a day without talkin' 2 him some kinda way. I've started writing poetry again and anyone who really knows me knows that means one of two things: I'm either pissed off and suicidal again, or I'm inspired by...l...shit I can't even type it. But yeah u know that shit that gives you butterflies and makes your skin flush, that shit. Yeah I'm slow shit.