Yah-la-la-la-la...

What do I do? My roommate wants me to say here with her and go to the big "M" right in the heart of the city but my heart is over in Boston on the Tufts campus. This whole week my Id and ego have been duking it out, weighing the pros and cons of leaving my home city. I mean when I thought that I would have to live at home with the parentals I felt like this city was a dull listless imprisonment that I couldn't wait to knaw off my limbs in order to get away from. Now that my roommate and I are moving into our own place soon I started to think about the different things that I will be giving up if I leave, all the people that I will miss, and the money that I'll save on traveling home for the holidays. I start to think about how I know where everything is and how to get around, what neighborhoods to stay out of... I don't know any of that about Boston. But then again I LOVE Tufts, I nearly bleed Brown and Blue, that school is so awesome to me I love it one hundred percent. Plus I'll get to meet new people from different places and countries because Tufts is so diverse. Marquette and Tufts are about the same curriculum wise but I don't know, If I stay here I'll always have my roommate to talk to and help me since we are both going to be entering the same program. And since she will be starting this year and I plan on taking a deferred enrollment she can give me advice on different professors and classes. But then I just don't know, I mean imagine how much I will be able to find myself out in Boston. There are so many freaks and Indie people I might feel at home as soon as I get there, so many liberals who understand me. Plus the colleges that I am applying to in Boston alone out number the colleges I am applying to in the whole state of Wisconsin. Also, knowing everybody could serve as a down point, every other person I see will be some one who knows my parental, she will be able to keep tabs on my every move. Plus Tufts is not a religious school, I mean they have religion on campus but there isn't a crucifixion in almost every room like at Marquette. I don't know...I'm so lost.